Raiders of the lost FOCUS

where do we go from here....

something new today

making the things happen

early mornings, i like this

hope you guys are ready for some new pictures i know i am

The Rocket Is Waiting

For some reason this morning i got sucked into "A Huge Evergrowing Pulsating Brain That Rules From The Centre Of The Ultraworld" yes that is a song title. I have like 20 different versions of it and they are all like 20-30 min long. So sometimes i like to just play them all, each title varies a bit but still something to do with the brain. I love the Orb on days like this. Hello my name is patrick and i have a music and masturbation problem. wow i feel so much better now that i told you that. Ahh time to crank the tunes and loose the undies. WOOOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWO.. Whacka Whacka Whacka....


Btw i lof the new Sigur Ros more than Bomberman Coin battles.

BTWW. Im trying to raise money for photo submissions to a cool show in Seattle so if you have an spare bucks this week go buy some shit from me on ETSY or something like that.

BTWWW. I really planned on writing more today for some reason, then it was like bam over. Wow i kind of feel cheated how about you. We are all fucked i guess. Until tomorrow or the next day or when ever i feel like filling in the little white box with words and hitting the orange publish post button. I LOF U ALL.

BTWWWW. FUCKING WALLE ROXXX

I cant seem to wake up today

Im suckn down my stein of coffee and still nothing, wow and i didn't even stay up that late, just long enough to see a bit of weird science and thats aboot it. I did realize that he looks better in her panties than she did. I wonder if they planed it that way. Plus Pax is awesome in that movie, i mean really its hard to play a lump of shit but he totally pulled it off. I would have given him some kind of award or something, the golden dog turd.
If your not doing anything tonight you should stop by and say goodbye to the bikes, they are going down next week. Then besides IMJ i've got nothing planned until next year. Kind of nice not to have to worry about putting stuff up but i also like it, i think i just did too many in a row, need to space that out a bit more.
Okay off to pimp, get some jobs, and make some internet sales. I need a gym membership.

Sorting Cards

There was music filtering in from the stereo in the main room. The brothers were being after school rowdy, making noise, wrestling and what ever else it is they do out there. We were sitting on the bed sorting the playing cards, trying to find a set. There had to be at least 6 different kinds in one ziploc bag. We just wanted to play some rummy or something. Go Fish even, because well none of us could remember how many cards you got with that.
"Man some of these cards aren't even playing cards, how in the hell do you expect us to get a set."
"Yeah i know, my brothers toss them around n shit."
"This Joker is all bent up so we can't use that, everyone will know its the joker."
"Yeah thanks for pointing that out."
The sun was setting in the window. My room was in the attic so i had the best windows with the best light.

usb in not out = Derek

my computer has a prosthetic usb port - it needs a little support today = i love you broken usb port.

thanks and hugs and loves to everyone who stopped by the show last night - good to see that not everyone hates me. sorry for short notice and stuff like that you know i am a procrastinator x3 - the show will be up all monf so go cheka a chek it out.

sun is up and i am gone later dooods

oh This is Dangerous

i like the face that i have keywords now to relate all these posts - man its like they all fit under one anyway but i am going to separate them all. i have been rehooked on portishead live roseland NYC, it was bad enough when it first came out i jammed it non freakin stop stop stop. now here it goes again.

im so excited about today being laundry day
man i need to get out of this place more often
you guys need to help me find JOBS :D
then i won't sit here and listen to portishead over and over and create thank you rockets.....

The Headless Spector

after those weird nights of not sleeping or sleeping in patches or just laying in bed giggling i like to listen to the eels "elizabeth on the bathroom floor", from electro shock blues. "my names elizabeth.... my life is shit and piss...."

i mean that in a happy way not a sad way. i fixed my scooter all by myself last night i feel awesome i feel proud, and it only took like an hour to do. I kinda rock, but i am still weary of my workmanship but its cool.

im havin a hard time with music today. started off with balkin beatbox but that only lasted like 3 songs then to echo and the bunnymen again only like 3 songs next was the eels only one song now elf power, notice how i stuck in th E's okay fuck this goin to Explosions in the Sky already half lost today anyway.

okay off to the asian market to find weird things to eat and RICE.