ITS SO REAL ITS FAKE

There is a pen with tape around it holding up my laptop screen, its gheTTTOO bitch. I mcguyvered it and now its awesome but hard to fold up and take places without people lookin at you like you gots a ghetto fabulous laptop. problem comes in when like i need a pen but its currently holdin up the roof. yeah not cool. i like the new animal collective it makes me smile and warm down there its so awesome it makes me want a shoe shine box/kit whatever you want to call it. i want to shine shoes with my headphones on and forget about the rest of YOUS (thats NY speek) ET should have really landed in NY city that would have made for much more entertaining entertainment. Im sure shopping carts and hobos and homos would have been involved in that one. ET the drag show. Subway mishaps - et on a skateboard beggin for money that would have been the shizz. Okay enough i have a muffler to paint - later

welcome to the terrordome

I love tonight, the weather is perfect, my feet are kind of cold though. I like the beginning of fall end of summer, nice night breeze, makes having a beer on the back deck at night so much more enjoyable. Ahhh yeah. I like the way things are now, actually i love them. Had a great end of the week last week, went to baseball games in stl with my mama and her sister and my cuzin and my mamas friend. Yeah it was fun. I hadn't been to the new stadium yet, and i even went up in the old arch. Had good food got to hang with my family - which i don't see too often and it was good. The weather was good, the food was good, the seats at the baseball games was good, seeing family was good, seeing the billhorn family was good, damn it was well just damn good. A few pictures down is Zeke he is a billhorn, he is a little bigger now and likes to talk more, plus they have a new addition yosi i think is how its spelled a doggy. Okay off to enjoy the night air and this great beer (harvest moon) tonight.

i sometimes wish you would smile

"i was perfect once."
"yeah in your moms belly."
"true, shame she's such a bitch now?"
"yeah that is the one nice thing about being presumed dead."
"yup they stop looking for your ass and you can disappear for real."
"they found a body though right?"
"thats what it said in the paper, i don't know who the kid was or what the hell happened to him but it sure the hell wasn't me. i think the police are lazy or its some kind of weird cover up, i don't know and i don't care. it sure as shit made things easier on me, i know that much."

Naked Hee Haw Honeys

ive been in love with dr pepper again for like a week or so. i do this sometimes were i drink like a million of them in a few weeks then i hate it and never want to see again for at least 3-7 years.

Sorting Cards

There was music filtering in from the stereo in the main room. The brothers were being after school rowdy, making noise, wrestling and what ever else it is they do out there. We were sitting on the bed sorting the playing cards, trying to find a set. There had to be at least 6 different kinds in one ziploc bag. We just wanted to play some rummy or something. Go Fish even, because well none of us could remember how many cards you got with that.
"Man some of these cards aren't even playing cards, how in the hell do you expect us to get a set."
"Yeah i know, my brothers toss them around n shit."
"This Joker is all bent up so we can't use that, everyone will know its the joker."
"Yeah thanks for pointing that out."
The sun was setting in the window. My room was in the attic so i had the best windows with the best light.

Oh THe Snot

mine sinuses currently do not wof me

Bunny With No Ears

Ernesto the cabbie tried to sell us health insurance last night, that made my night. Plus i killed at darts. Now to get to work cleaning and what not, i like staying in bed on saturdays just because its fun and my body said to do so, i asked her.

HI WORLD

i love those days that i can sit here all morning working on photos and listenin to music, its super great. doesn't happen enough though.

todays music
pepe deluxe
fuck buttons
laika
lichens
mgmt
murcof

i am working on the most awesomest of awesome mix cds (its 3 cds so far) but if you want a copy say hey pappy hook me up n shit. one disc is summer themed, one night themed, and the other rainy weather themed since its been doing that a lot lately.

Blakes got a new face

wow its weird being here, kind of bored, but kind of enjoying doing nothing.... ahhhh... yes spring break 2008 Caruthersville is in full effect YO . TITS and BONG HITS

blue headlights

Sarah wrote epistles on the subject of despair
on the only night last year when there was no love in the air.
Listen friend she wrote, and I heard her pen cry before it broke.
Who are we and why, oh why can't we behave?
We are good people, aren't we? Do you know?

Jon-jon had surprising eyes and narrow black suede shows,
a war to fight in Paris and a sister with the blues.
Pusique ton papa est en voyage you've heard your mother making
love is not what we are Jon-jon, you and I
are rats at cupids table but we're fine.

In the darkest corner of a downstairs gathering
ladybirds and pirate cowboys, made up, conversing.
Islands sinking from musicians, bedtime stories, York Magicians,
but you don't have to worry darling, frozen hearts leave
seetrough scarring, and no one else will know unless you tell.

Drink to ghosts of past years' catastrophic love affairs,
to robes of red and silver tales worn thin from too much care.
Comfort doesn't always come in glasses, but perhaps tonight
I won't be the only one with blue headlights.

Come on ladies, take your love to town.
Pick it up boys, take your love to town.
Everybody, take your love to town.


blue headlights - the shout out louds

gun school for gangsters

i love leftover indian food

it tastes as good the second time around

Police Chase on TV

the world just feels right today :D
digital love :D

Surrounded by Things Much Bigger Than MEEEEE

today is wild
i love the ocean
and my new electronically heated sleeping blanket, its like being buried at the bottom of a cuddle puddle with out all the excess weight and grinding.

okay time to go play - i did enough work for one day