i need some provisions

Love is not to be found in the parking garage of 10th and Wornall, 7th floor. Glass. Crackhead running with Canadian change, ching aling ching aling. Laugh here. Meeting new people today, always nice. Hold the face just right Jerry Reed will tell me about being west bound and down. Not till tomorrow though. 036 aka "wounded wing"

For Some REason i still have FORKS

the rain is crooked

there is a ninja in that cloud

the clouds move, white, blue - blue white, fluff

i sit on the grass and stare
at nothing
the clouds change shapes, faces, colors, moods, all right before my eyes (that aren't watching)

i sit on the grass and stare
at nothing
the trees sway in the wind, no leaves left, the slap of twigs, empty branches, sad trees, naked, exposed (i don't look at them either)

Mustard Pie

wow i got lost on that one

i choose to ignore you

i like the quiet today, the sun is kind of hiding today, it doesn't flood my room like it usually does, it looks like nice light, for a nice night, im going to go play now because the street lights won't be on for hours

its like a big ol taco salad

i love idea salad, i love idea toast, i love idea coffee, i love fresh ideas, i have a list a mile long and i love that too, i am excited about shooting this weekend - fuck turkey - fuck work - i have things to do baby - well have a nice t-day if i don't talk to you until then or after or never ever ever again.....




.......

Oh Mama

The dump trucks are back... There are people in this world who love to make noise, they should drive dump trucks, or work on road crews at 3am. I think this is why god gave us sniper rifles. A weekend filled with strange conversations and milkshakes, some of which i have no idea how to respond, stuck with nothing, nothing left to say, nothing left to do, i can't ------ danger will robinson danger ------- i did however get some great photos im sure those will be ready and up next month. I want to be the collector of small towns and gravy boats - bad coffee and bad teeth - porches that face east - cheap tacos not on a tuesday - this weekend will be worksgiving and also riskgiving, i am shooting all 4 days then playing risk on thursday and eatin turkey sammitches (this is the year of thy self), i have new serieses to start and bad television shows to watch, books to edit, books to write, bathrooms to clean, its going to be a good time, a good time. Some people might see that as sad, but most of you fuckers stuck at the table with family you don't like will probably be jealous - of course if i did go to my parents home that would be forever in a car - but at least i like those people. I just want to go at this one alone this year - solitude, maybe i will make a pumpkin pie or maybe i could give two fucks about a boat full of assholes coming over here to kill and rape and spread their fucking religion an diseases but hey that is the american way.

come play with the gravy boat come see it float

bugle boy

the sooner you realize i can't offer you what you want the better off we both will be.


i want my hair full of grass bits, i want to laugh at the clouds with your hand down my pants, i want to smile at you for hours, you smell nice

light post lookin out for us all - look - look - look

keep looking
keep lurking
keep smirking



i am eating microwave food for lunch today - i am only semi excited about that

I Want a Job for Xmas

i smell the perfect ending

Who Wants To Play With A Bulding

its very hard to stay motivated these days, i have way too many ideas running through my head and things i want to get done just don't have the time to do them or do i? new plan today - do everything on my list and then some - we will see how this goes over - btw posting to here is on my list so im cool. not cool like vision street wear but cool like tube socks (yeah that was bad) im strugglin here strugglin... so if i haven't mentioned it before i am trying to get more photo gigs because one day i would like to do that and that only, so if you need a shot of something or someone or just a cool myspace photo let me know. and for real if you have no money and just want a cool myspace photo i will prolly just do it for experience points i need to move up a photo level YO. this is were i say a huge thanks to marcus and danna thats like 2 referrals in the last month you guys rock. one day mom i will be a complete and total people person..... (insert laugh there) okay im out YO... hug to the readers im feelin the love today (the coffee is strong)

Flotation Device

it will take much coffee today to wake up the brain... stayed up too late kicking atoms ass on computer games - yes i am dork - you are finally figuring that out aren't you. as daniel put it yesterday 2 people is just playing games 3 people is a lan party. so i guess as much as i hate to admit it we had a lan party last night - and it was FUN FUN FUN FUN. i enjoyed kicking tim and atoms digital asses. just to make up for it though tonight i will join a gang or maybe two take over the mafia bang a gaggle of asian hookers snort coke out of a strippers ass crack then go fuck a priest on the alter - it shall be a good night...

Chase me through my dreams

I heard someone yelling in the street, im pretty high up but once in awhile i hear people down below, my window was open because i like fresh air, so peaked my head out, down below is four people, looks like 2 sides of two, one man has a big hat and a girl stands next to him, he is the one doing most of the yelling or looks that way anyway because he is doing lots of pointing to the other two, who look to be cowering, thats when i see him reach behind his back and pull out a gun, thats when i decide to do something, there is an empty pot next to the window that is full of rocks, i grab that and dump it, it takes forever but it does what i intended, the gun is no longer in his hand and that stupid hat is on the ground and the other two have taken off. It doesn't take long for the bitch to spot me, then she is yelling, then she is counting, how many floors up i am. Great now i get to deal with these people. At this point i am waiting for him to get up - which he does, brushes off his suit, grabs the gun then the hat, then starts to look for me, i haven't moved yet i am still hanging out the window laughing, she already knows where i am why not have some fun, plus i still have a pot in my hand - i chuck it - they move toward the door, shit they are coming up, i scramble around my room throwing stuff in a backpack then i head out the window to the fire escape, it takes me a minute to decide which way to go, up or down, down it is, i don't really give two shits about that apartment or most of the crap that is in it, i call the cops when i hit the sidewalk, once i hang up, i see them both at the front door, they never went up they were trying to get me to come down, and that i did, and the chase was on, i cut down the nearest alley, thinking in my head which way to go next, its a good thing i know every little alley around here - this is when i woke up

Nerdling

and

you

wonder

who

you


are



happy birthday to my MAMMY

Get Me the President

so i hijacked the coffee maker and decided to make my own brew, much better, not quite perfect but way closer than that bitter ass shit they usually have. god its been so nice riding my scooter to work these last couple of days, even when my world is all fucked up its great to have a nice day at least - contracts are up - but i am still here. anyone got a job for me, im tired of this shit... i think i want a crap job, where i do nothing really that sounds like lots of fun

Copper Heads and Ewoks

im just having one of those days where i really dont want to be at work that and my coat smells like smoke (damn those bars)

i think my computer has a tumor

i have taken to chugging coffee in the morning because well both of the offices i work out of have ummm bad coffee, its not like bad bad but like its just not made right (i told you long time ago i am a coffee snob) anyway when making coffee stonger does not always mean better - anyway i am over that now - well not really but close enough. i really like the show ghost hunters, i want to go hunt ghosts - i just need some cool ghost finding gadgets and a job at rotorooter (not sure how many of you knew me back then but thats what i was gonna do when i was in college or well that was one of my long running jokes RotoRooter oh yeah that and truck driving school (which i flunked out of)) ok back to hunting down casper. so first i need some teamates and then like we can start - i would rather it be people that aren't like into the paranormal because usually they have funny hair and are weird to begin with, then we can get a list of locations and start hunting us some ghosters... screamers and whiners please do not apply

can i just say ummm yeah FUCK YOU

so i am currently toying with the idea of leaving, leaving what you ask, this all this....
job
stupid websites
toys
my none matching socks
crayons in the flood
not making sense
your eyes
kansas city
1002
those cool ass lights

that hot tub is extra hot

last night the hot tub was extra hot - it almost burned my boobies off - it was amazing - exlierating - pretty damn cool really - so i guess there is a roving band of robbers living in my building, thats always cool - i got this little notice the other day from head office telling us what all has happened in the last month and that this roving band of theives was living or are living in the storage area (which i didn't even know existed) anyway seems this band of ruffians has been terrorizing and stealin stuff all over the building - seems one of them used to be a tennant and has keys - what i don't get is it took them like a month to figure this all out - there is supposed to be security guards and cameras all over the place - the head office's suggestion for this is to make sure you have renters insurance - i love that - my suggestion to them - hey make sure you have my fucking rent check - im go down there and tell not to copy their descriptions from the theif lord (good book) but they candy coated this gang of theives so much it sounds like some kind or organization i wouldn't mind joining. free food, free dvd players, a nice storage unit to sleep in. atom and i are going to booby trap my place so if you do come over please let me know otherwise you might get caught....

Where the hell did fall go

i think its funny


if i was an imaginary character i would be the easter bunny or jesus

We GotCho Pickles Baby

im in love with the leafs
they are so cool
i want it to be warmer though
i might go take a nap in my car at lunch
mmmmmmmmm