i like trees

you know why i like trees, they don't talk, they don't ask me for favors, they don't bug me in the middle of a sentence, they don't bug me in the middle of thought, they just don't bug me at all, they just swoooosh in the wind and smile at the sun and sometimes they put their lil leafs on my car or in the road for me to run over or pick up and take pictures of, yeah i like trees, except for when they break and crash into your house but that is only like 1-100000000 trees and people crash into houses all the time so i think we are even on that one, plus trees have long limbs and you can climb them or hang yourself from them

i smell trouble trouble trouble

in a dream last night a dog broke my glasses and then i chased a yellow scooter all over town to find out it was my boss it was his dog who broke my glasses... then that part was over and i was making an extension cord long enough to go from my parents house to my dads shed - i was planning on moving in the shed (which was built the same year as the house 1930 somthin) yeah that was a brilliant idea i was glad that was a dream but i mixed like 9 cords together with ethernet cables and other things seems i was serious hell it was like an ambilical cord from the house to the shed all wrapped in duck tape multicolored and crazy. i painted the inside of the shed got a cool couch and plugged in a fan and that old tv my dad has out there - it wasn't so bad i tell you beats the hell outa payin rent. maybe thats what will happen when i go nuts. move out to the shed. it has rafters i can just hang myself out there.... okay that was a sick joke... i was kidding, if you saw the place you would be like - wow what a great place to hang yourself. home is where you hang yourself - - ha ha ha ha come on no love today... ok im done btw i got 11 hours of sleep last night so i am ready to go (and hang myself) jesus you people are fucking nuts now for the rope

48 depression

i keep wanting to hide, i kinda hate people right now, and i have no idea why, all i want to do is hide out in my house and sleep and watch dvds ive seen 600million times - it is nice though making your house so cold and just laying round in your underwears, i think today will be the last of it, kind of tired of it, even though it is nice, i will prolly turn my phone back on after i finish my coffee and decide what to put on my to do list for the day......
1. change underwear
2. turn the ac to a level where my lips are no longer blue
3. eat something
4. smile and laugh (at myself)
5. stop being a bitch

ashes around the yard

this is the middle of my soul
half
and
half
where can we get good cake
cake that is cake
not crake (crappy cake)
not enough cake
sake
pake
make
rake
snake
blake
take
fake
bake
wake
lake
nakeD

pmp3 era

i keep thinking you might smile
i keep thinking you will call
i keep thinking
i keep thinking
i keep thinking
i keep thinking
i keep thinking today can't be monday
i keep thinking why do i do this
i keep thinking
i keep thinking
i keep thinking
i keep thinking i need to do laundry

silly smile on your FACE

oh wait i think my brain does not work today
too much beers last night
i do recall wearing a dress and screaming that i was a sexy bitch before flashing blair and melissa
yeah ima shut up now

i see your feet

this morning i woke up thinking about astrosniks and how cool i thought they were. The first time i got an astrosnik, we (the family) were in the middle of a move from Ft Leonard Wood Mo. to Poplar Bluff Mo. we were staying in this crappy little motel close to the new house but not in the new house because some how or another our furniture and stuff was delayed (its like a 5 hour drive if that). I thought it was great. We were close to the McDonalds and we got to go there every night it was the coolest. This was in a time before all the people turned against old Ronald and blamed him because they got fat and lazy and in truth have no self control but thats another issue all together. I played with those 2 Astrosniks all night long, i got two because my brother paul liked happy meals but really was never a toy person. The other cool thing about that motel was the side lot with all the crazy plastic animals and the pool that was too gross to swim in - we played hide and seek there with some other kids staying there and my brother matt tripped over a plastic deer that was funny.

its hard to make fun of jesus

i think today i would like chocolate milk they have yoohoo at the ghetto gas station i guess thats close enough... when i was in the shower this morning i was wondering how in the hell did i ever have time to write before - i used to write lots and lots and lots now well i don't - so i was going over in my head what i do in a week and well there is a lot of not being home (gaps in time) i need to turn my phone off for a month or so that might help, or just stay up later, - i think that just might be the way to get this new book done ok thats what ima do this winter - hideout and stay up late - ok now for the yoohoo

sometimes dreams - they escape

i wish i was like 3 again so i could get lost in the mall - i miss that feeling

What Grows After You

the planes woke me up again, for some reason they just keep flying and flying over my head, over my head, this is like the 5th day of a blue angel wake up fly by - i think they are tryin to see my mornin wood which had vapour trails of its own this morning - my dream last night was me being homeless living in a tent but i had like 3 tents because im a packrat, and it was raining and i was watching rich people with umbrellas and the rain hit the street, and children with yellow rain gear jump through puddles - there was a small lake in my tent so i made a boat out of paper and i sailed it and drank cheap wine and laughed then the thunder turned to planes and i was awake - ealier than usual but its monday and i feel allright and i just wanted to get it all going - lets get it started up in here - lets get it started up in here.
weekend recap
Friday: Had some beers at work, got some awesome art from the rushwade2 crew, went over to tims, ate some pizza, sat on the porch, drank some more beer, went home, took a quick nap, gathered weapons and ammo, went to the brick, had more beers, hunged out with friends, leith was in town, i got a hug, we chatted and watched the great dane (brent, noel and nathan 's band) [i like them lots] walked around some, went to practice place w/ great dane crew - its like 2 blocks over, drank some more beers, back to the brick, off to find a house party, no one we know is there, we drink nat light on their porch - napoleon teels us about how much he pays for rent - we drink more beers and decided jenn dictched us (at this point when i say we i mean Rob - Leith and Myself) over and out time to find food - we wait awhile in town topic buts about 3:30am so all the drunks are out and the line is like huge - so we head to sunfresh and buy cheap pizzas and head back to my house to cook them and watch the office - they leave after dwights speach and then i fall asleep watching tommy boy... wow that was friday i will give you a day or so before i bore you with saturday - play by play by play YOUR MOM

da middle of da munf

i lost a screw yesturday, now i am trying to find it, but then again im not really looking all that hard for it.

I Have A Feelin Today Will Be GOOD

added a few more pictures to the ETSY account
new things on aptrickphoto
also info and flyer up for [surface deep]
umm thats about all i got goin on today
oh yeah and FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
hows that
its gonna be a good day
i can feel it in my wee wee

im bringin you down

ive been fighting with the new itunes all morning, i fucking hate it right now... its a ram hoggin scaning ontop of scanning summmaofbitch. i keeps connecting to itunes and bein a bitch. it is finally now setteling down after i gave it a digital smack. oh ok im over that now...
i think i am tired now
oh wait i was supposed to say something crazy and zany

zany
spelled pronunciation[zey-nee]
adjective, -nier, -niest, noun, plural -nies.
–adjective
1. ludicrously or whimsically comical; clownish. –noun
2. one who plays the clown or fool in order to amuse others.
3. a comically wild or eccentric person.
4. a secondary stock character in old comedies who mimicked his master.
5. a professional buffoon; clown.
6. a silly person; simpleton.
7. a slavish attendant or follower.
[Origin: 1560–70; (< MF) < It zan(n)i (later zanno) a servant character in the commedia dell’arte, perh. orig. the character's name, the Upper Italian form of Tuscan Gianni, for Giovanni John]

—Related forms
zanily, adverb
zaniness, zanyism, noun
zanyish, adjective

—Synonyms 3. kook, crazy, lunatic.

found your head under the cracker tree

so yesturday i was going through the list of all the people who died on 9-11 and i found my name. seems i died in the second building collapse, seems i was black security guard who was set to retire in a few months, seems i was a grandfather, seems i was pretty damn happy in all the photos i have on the interent, seems i liked to fish, seems i liked to have fun and had a great wife, seems awfully fucking stupid i had to die like that.... for the other patrick adams

DONTCHAJUSTLOVEMONDAYS

mondays are just truly fucking awesome.
this coffee is truly fucking strong.
im truly fucking wired.
im truly fucking weird.

things to check out
aptrick.com/photography/surface (upcoming show info FLYER)
myspace.com/aptrick (im an attention WHORE)
scoot.net (pixx of kc united rally)
kc star (im so fucking famouse now)

ok done

i can tell your not into it

so last night i went down to our gym to do the elptical machine then go swimming yeah im gettin buff again because all the ladys well they love me when im buff, so after i do my pathetic attempt at a work out i go to the bathroom/changing area (no i will not mention my penis here so don't get all worked up) anyway so i am changing into my bathing suit and in walks this big buff dude who has been in the gym for like ever, i guess he doesn't see me because he just walks in farts really loud and walks out, i fell off the fucking bench i was laughing so hard, so there i was all tangled up in my undies and swim suit trying to change but trying to get some air too, it was the greatest thing ever. So i compose myself and walk out and he sees me and his whole fucking muscle headed face turns super red then he like turns his head toward the tv and i smile and laugh a little then head off to the pool. Oh what a night...

I Got A Rabbit That Likes to HOP

this morning on the way to work i couldn't figure it out - is it thursday or wednesday - i had to have my computer tell me when i got to work. I think i will just be brain dead today. Its not that im tired or hungover or anything like that - i think i just want to not think today. Yeah i don't want to think - well not about anything important anyway - so today i will contentrate on music and ummm pictures and about how hot the chicks who live at the end of the hall are. YEAH!!! I need a stroke key. SO be sure and check aptrickphoto.com later today flyers for the new show will be up and a few other updates because i seem to ignore that site the most out of the 20 that i have....oh well fuck you i think i am done for the day now do me a favor GO AWAY :D or come over naked one of the two.... (side note that is over to the left: i am not really in a bad mood i just pretend) (side note two over to the right: but you are more than welcome to come over naked)

Scratches to my central CORE

i have all these grand plans just not enough time. who wants to volunteer to get me organized and motivated... yeah you

And This Is How It IS

i have to say i had a most glorious weekend. it was strange everywhere i went there was a face from the past and one for the future. crazy shit i tell you crazy. i love those days when you feel alive, really alive, this whole weekend was like that, with the exception of the downtime (i got a lil sinus infection) actually i think it was just overload - TOO MUCH... Friday before anything even started i was so fucking tired i wanted to go home and go to bed and be like yo fuck it im sleepin here, but on the way to the house i stoped by Habitat Shoes to say hi to John and his wife and just check out how things roll on first fridays there so i will be ready for next month. John was great as always - gave me a beer and i sat on his great couch and watched people for awhile - then a friend of his Ian i do believe came over and we started playing scrabble in the window so we were a display at this point in time, it was fun. We didn't keep score but i think he won anyway. After all that it was time to roll over to grinders to meet up with scooter rally folks and catch the kids from great dane. once i get there check out all the scooters and make it inside this is where it starts i keep running into people i haven't seen in ages and least expect to be at grinders, then i make it out back finally and yet another person who is friends with scooter people, so weird, my friends are kinda divided in little groups and its not often that they mix rare actually, its funny though because its like the dorky extremes of everything thats who i hang out with - dorks like ME. Scooter Dorks, Music Dorks, Computer Dorks, Photo Dorks, Dork Dorks, Drunk Dorks, Just Plain Dork Dorks, College Dorks - you get the idea. More drinks, watch the bank, take photos of the band, scooter talk, dork talk, music talk, then time to ROLL OUT. Mercy Seat more great photos drink more beer (im tired of writing and i need to get some work done today so i am hurrying up) anyway sittin there playing with my camera and talkin to folks and up walks Marcus. I haven't seen Marcus in ages, one he doesn't even live in kc he lives somewhere near warrensburg, and two he didn't call and say hey i am gonna be in the city can i come touch your titties. But there he is and his wife too (this was my first time meeting her) We chatted forever i think we made the people around us dizzy because we kind of talk in a weird code, almost a made up language its fun, too many late nights and 88oz mt dews from the quicky mart killing mexicans with fusion tanks. YES GODDAMMIT I AM A GAMER DORK WELL NOT REALLY BUT I ONCE WAS ADDICTED TO CIV AND SO WAS MARCUS... it was a great way to spend the summer, i was supposed to take chemistry that summer but i think i made it to 3 days and they were not in a row and it did not make sense and alli could do while in that class was draw diagrams on how i was gonna drop fusion tanks on marcuses ass while he slept. So it was great to see them. ANd the scooter rally was damn fun too, more on that later i need to get some work done.

I WIll eat Your FACE

i haven't downloaded any new music in a few weeks and i haven't had much time to work on my photos so i think i will do that this weekend.... oh yeah and ride scooters bioooyytch i got gorthon back last night and he is shiny and fixed and happy to be in my loving motherfucking arms